Thanks everyone for your words of encouragement. It's a tough road.
@vuJim don't get me wrong. There is nothing wrong with vaping as a hobby in addition to vaping for the health benefits and it was fun for a time.
For me it became consuming. One day I looked up and realized I had over 20 setups ( yeah I know a drop in the bucket for many). I was literally surrounded by mods and atomizers. Almost all of them looked cool, but saw little to no use.
Wasted money! Money spent of storage solutions for mods, storage for atomizers, building supplies, batteries, DIY supplies, and whatever other widgets that accompany vaping. Almost all of my time was spent searching for this mod, or that RDA, or this gadget ( no not that Gadget. That one is easy to find and we really like that one) Calculating how many mods and other junk I can obtain within my given budget. It had become more of an obsession rather than a hobby. I could manufacture any reason to get something new, or stock pike because of coming FDA regs or bans. I was like a junkie and doing it more than half the time with a cigarette in my hand. I wasn't quitting. I guess it was time to hit the reset button.
I do hope that some casual VU member does see this post and understand that it's still a struggle for even some of us long time members and that they aren't alone.
Thank you Huck! You along with so many here who's names I won't mention ( lucy, Crom, wb80, catman, deb, nada, steve, pami, gadget, jwill, bx10r, and a long list of others) are people I've become quite fond of and appreciate. Although unlikely I do hope to meet many of you in person one day. A lot of very special people here.