Just watching Joe's show, & sittin' at my desk. Using my Sentinel M16 with some Gremlin Juice-Blue Gremlin. I used to be a busy man myself, but now it's slowed down to shit, a painful slow crawl, at best. I have 2 dogs that keep me company, and without them, I would blow my brains out. Long story very short, I got sick a few years ago, and had to have triple bypass heart surgery, & they found I have something called Dialated Cardio-Myopathy. Which in layman's terms is called "Sudden Death Syndrome" Athletes have been stricken with it before, when they just dropped dead while playing. And I was blessed with it. So, I can't work anymore because of it. And it's an extremely depressing thing. I have to live with this shit every day, so I try to make every day interesting, but I mean goddamn, all the friends disappeared and vanished when I got sick, & I haven't seen them in years.
It's like I contracted the plague when I got sick, & everyone was ashamed to be seen with me. So, I say fuck 'em all, don't need 'em anyway. It's just the wife & me now, and my 2 dogs, both female Pomeranians, but the wife works all the time, & is rarely ever not too tired to go anywhere or do anything, so I lead a very quiet & lonely life. Pretty much why I spend alot of time on here just reading, or making posts. And then the other time I spend with my "girls", throwing a ball, or walking around the yard with them. So...so much for my story. It is what it is...
