wilderbeast123
Member For 1 Year
Hey all!
Really silly post but this is on my mind constantly and has been for several weeks.
I have been feeling very very guilty about vaping recently...I am addicted to nicotine and a part of my brain really wants to break free from the habit.
A little back story, I started smoking about 5 years ago, mostly gong through between 15-20 roll ups a day. I moved over to vaping about 6 months ago and after some trail and error I found that using 0.3mg nic strength was good enough for me. I go through 50ml of e-liquid per week using ONE nicotine salt. So I have massively cut down my nicotine in take.
I have tried 5 times now to kick the habit, even throwing away e liquid but I can only go 1 day until I go out to buy another bottle. I do not get physical withdrawals, but I do feel it emotionally. I need to accept that I am not ready yet but I still feel so so so guilty! I even dream about it, I keep having dreams about having major lung issues etc!
Anyone else have this issue or is it only me? Thanks all!
Really silly post but this is on my mind constantly and has been for several weeks.
I have been feeling very very guilty about vaping recently...I am addicted to nicotine and a part of my brain really wants to break free from the habit.
A little back story, I started smoking about 5 years ago, mostly gong through between 15-20 roll ups a day. I moved over to vaping about 6 months ago and after some trail and error I found that using 0.3mg nic strength was good enough for me. I go through 50ml of e-liquid per week using ONE nicotine salt. So I have massively cut down my nicotine in take.
I have tried 5 times now to kick the habit, even throwing away e liquid but I can only go 1 day until I go out to buy another bottle. I do not get physical withdrawals, but I do feel it emotionally. I need to accept that I am not ready yet but I still feel so so so guilty! I even dream about it, I keep having dreams about having major lung issues etc!
Anyone else have this issue or is it only me? Thanks all!