Okay... I have to ask, and sorry if it is rude but you've mentioned your drinking in the past... the detox you are working on right now... is it to stop drinking or just a body cleanse?
Yeah, I've never felt more ignored in my life. The guy is a train wreck without any impulse control.
Do a Google search for "snipping tool." You'll be able to get a free download from Microsoft.
His ego is so astounding that he would rather die than let you or anyone else have the final word LOL.
What puzzles me, is how he is from England...but clearly was at a loss as to what the VERY COMMON phrase "Banging on" means.
Let it go, me boy ... just let it go ...
Both. Not rude at all. I'm the one who keeps bringing it up. Don't mean to make you guys my support group. lol. You can't do a cleanse while drinking, but also I tend to get carried away with the drinking and have to check myself, so the cleanse is a good excuse for me to go on the wagon for a while. So really the answer to your question is both.
I thought so, just wanted to be sure before I told you that I was glad you are sticking with it, particulary during this time of year. Don't be afraid to let us give you support. We all support each other in the AU
Even if some of us are fighting aliens in space while gasping for air as our guns go off randomly due to a bad controller LOL
I appreciate that. Last year I spent the entire winter sober. I can handle it in the summer when I'm sweating it all out while I'm cooking ribs on a grill or whatever, but in the winter it all just remains inside and builds up day after day until I start to feel sick. I had a good drunk on New Years Day and that's the way I like to start the wagon train--not waiting until I fuck up and then going into it all morbid, but with one last happy party so that it begins on an upbeat. Then I know I'm doing it by conscious choice not as the result of guilt or something.I thought so, just wanted to be sure before I told you that I was glad you are sticking with it, particulary during this time of year. Don't be afraid to let us give you support. We all support each other in the AU
I have to be honest and say that I think that one of the reasons that I like spending so much time here is because the interaction and familiarity helps my memory and helps with some of the sadness that I experience IRL when I don't remember simple things and keep losing stuff around the house, like my cane and the cup of soda that I was drinking and took to the kitchen and then went to pour more into it to find it missing and then discover it a couple of days later someplace that I don't remember going...
Sounds like you have it down to a routine huh? It's good that you recognize the impact that the season has on your body and are not addicted to the level of it being a forced/unhealthy detox. I'm sure that being able to pop in and just announce it is helpful as well. It's like a release mechanism. I know that sometimes it's like that grunt that helps lift something heavy. It's just a sound, but it's like a trigger to the body to dig just a little bit deeper and overcome.
I think today is the seventh day. I've been doing the bentonite every morning but I cheated the other day when I made a six pound shoulder of pork in the crock pot over night and just couldn't resist trying it out (you can't mix the clay with food). As far as the not drinking part of the detox, I'm hoping for a few months at least. That in itself does wonders for me. I lose a big part of the belly, my thinking becomes clearer, I just feel healthier in general. But I never say never, because that's when shit happens. If I'm going to start drinking again, I'd prefer it be on my own terms, a conscious decision, rather than some random falling off the wagon in which I gulp down a fifth just to spite the world and then go and crash a car or something. I don't mean to be so cavalier about alcoholism but it's true, when you've dealt with it as long as I have, it boils down to a science.
Thanks for chatting. I'm off now to finish watching this movie I was downloading. Pleasant dreams.
That was beautiful!
I still have no working furnace.. Remember when that went bad? Like in the first week of November? The insurance co made me be the claims adjuster, take the pics, do the write up, call the experts, etc, and STILL denied the claim!
I raised such a hell that they finally paid for one to come out, and he sided with me .. He even used my write-up and pics over again and resent them to them. He said it was all done and explained better than he could have done So, that was last week. Today I get word that they will, in fact, approve the claim - yeah! But, now its so damn cold, theres snow on the ground, and, due to the wifes schedule, I cant have the guys out 'till next week to do the work.
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I didnt know you had boobs??Yeah, I think I finally hit my personal boredom threshold. That and I realized that I got sucked into the same sort of crap that I created the thread to end.
Bad me! Bad me!
My heart goes out to you and your wife I will pray things improve for you both fast, I am stunned at how these insurance companies can be so heartless in situations as yours I wish you all the best and hope you get that furnace install VERY soon. These temps are nothing to mess with. Your in my thoughts Midnite.I still have no working furnace.. Remember when that went bad? Like in the first week of November? The insurance co made me be the claims adjuster, take the pics, do the write up, call the experts, etc, and STILL denied the claim!
My wood stove is the main heat for the 30's and above, with the furnace suppose to supplement it (or vise versa, depending) when its really cold, so, at the -10 it is right now, I have 3 space heaters and the wood stove going full blast and its barely keeping 65f in the house... And the chemo makes the wife really sensitive to the cold. Like electric shocks.. And she got some kind of ear/sinus infection that makes her whole upper right side hurt badly and lymph nodes swell, also caused by the chemo (no white blood cells or neutrophils).. In fact, I saw it while it was happening - She was right at the end of her last IV of chemo, before the take home pump was put on, when the right side of her neck and face, and right ear, went all red/rashy. It lasted for about 5-6 mins then went away. The nurse said it prolly a histamine reaction, or she was scratching. Well, she wasnt scratching and never had a histamine reaction to chemo before, but who knows? However, about an hour later she started complaining of pain in her ear and right neck, then arm pit, and I put 2 and 2 together. She's on a Zpac atm, and taking Neupogen, but this cold aint helping..
Wait a minute! You have someone in the house that is sick (your wife) and no heat, and a homeowner's policy that does nothing to help you? Isn't there some kind of advocacy for that? That's just not right. There's got to be some kind of help. What state are you in?I still have no working furnace.. Remember when that went bad? Like in the first week of November? The insurance co made me be the claims adjuster, take the pics, do the write up, call the experts, etc, and STILL denied the claim!
My wood stove is the main heat for the 30's and above, with the furnace suppose to supplement it (or vise versa, depending) when its really cold, so, at the -10 it is right now, I have 3 space heaters and the wood stove going full blast and its barely keeping 65f in the house... And the chemo makes the wife really sensitive to the cold. Like electric shocks.. And she got some kind of ear/sinus infection that makes her whole upper right side hurt badly and lymph nodes swell, also caused by the chemo (no white blood cells or neutrophils).. In fact, I saw it while it was happening - She was right at the end of her last IV of chemo, before the take home pump was put on, when the right side of her neck and face, and right ear, went all red/rashy. It lasted for about 5-6 mins then went away. The nurse said it prolly a histamine reaction, or she was scratching. Well, she wasnt scratching and never had a histamine reaction to chemo before, but who knows? However, about an hour later she started complaining of pain in her ear and right neck, then arm pit, and I put 2 and 2 together. She's on a Zpac atm, and taking Neupogen, but this cold aint helping..
So do you have a specific trigger, or group of trigger's that tend to kick things off after a while?
morning ya'll
will a vv/vw box mod like these run a dripper??
love your name!!I liked your post ,but don't think I liked it for the wrong reason,,,,im so sorry about your wife and hope the best for her,my prayers and thoughts be with you,,,,and good luck with that furnace,,,just think ,,when it fixed how much warmer you will be,be able to run around half nakid in the house if you wantI still have no working furnace.. Remember when that went bad? Like in the first week of November? The insurance co made me be the claims adjuster, take the pics, do the write up, call the experts, etc, and STILL denied the claim!
My wood stove is the main heat for the 30's and above, with the furnace suppose to supplement it (or vise versa, depending) when its really cold, so, at the -10 it is right now, I have 3 space heaters and the wood stove going full blast and its barely keeping 65f in the house... And the chemo makes the wife really sensitive to the cold. Like electric shocks.. And she got some kind of ear/sinus infection that makes her whole upper right side hurt badly and lymph nodes swell, also caused by the chemo (no white blood cells or neutrophils).. In fact, I saw it while it was happening - She was right at the end of her last IV of chemo, before the take home pump was put on, when the right side of her neck and face, and right ear, went all red/rashy. It lasted for about 5-6 mins then went away. The nurse said it prolly a histamine reaction, or she was scratching. Well, she wasnt scratching and never had a histamine reaction to chemo before, but who knows? However, about an hour later she started complaining of pain in her ear and right neck, then arm pit, and I put 2 and 2 together. She's on a Zpac atm, and taking Neupogen, but this cold aint helping..
yes!! and that is almost where i like it..
i bounce from .3 to .6 ohm..
thanks Sambuca..
hard to beat for 42 bucks. the back cover is a tad janky (to use a twisted420 term). the is a slight pause, coming out of sleep. not long, half a sec. other than that, they seem to be fine.
oh, and i earned that name.
too well lol..
haha!! thanks.. and yes i earned mine too..
hmm so wich one to try out? i had a mvp once, it lasted me a month and i got bored..
then i have used mechs for so long.. not sure i'd know what to do with a vv/vw
Congrats on the win too! And thanks to Whiskey for the headstone.lol
i only post 'em. never try to convince anyone.
i dont need convincing.. just curious.. im missing something,,,,,,,,headstone,???Good morning Peepcicles! Brrrrr! The insulation in this house may be awful but I am SO grateful for the furnace. Midnite- a pox on your insurance company! It shouldn't have come to that point. Bastitches.
IMI, yes, the very same.
Morning Smoky Blue
kind of broke at the moment, trying not to spend a thing till my pc is back up and running..
but it would be nice to have something decent..
i just cant see me using a tank.. just not for me, and i have tried them all..
so now wanting to see what i can get into on the vv/vw end..
it'd be a back up for my mechs lmao..
Indiana.. Too be honest, it wasnt really a problem until the temps went close to, and below, zero. the stove just cant keep up with that cold of temps as it was meant to work with the furnace, not replace it. Just really pisses me off that they played 'the game' until it got this cold. Had they been quicker by 7-10 days, I could have had the thing replaced by now.
(down from a street price of $4500!)
they work nice with the atlantis, which is my favorite tank. aspire just released a 5 ml tank for it.
I still have no working furnace.. Remember when that went bad? Like in the first week of November? The insurance co made me be the claims adjuster, take the pics, do the write up, call the experts, etc, and STILL denied the claim!
My wood stove is the main heat for the 30's and above, with the furnace suppose to supplement it (or vise versa, depending) when its really cold, so, at the -10 it is right now, I have 3 space heaters and the wood stove going full blast and its barely keeping 65f in the house... And the chemo makes the wife really sensitive to the cold. Like electric shocks.. And she got some kind of ear/sinus infection that makes her whole upper right side hurt badly and lymph nodes swell, also caused by the chemo (no white blood cells or neutrophils).. In fact, I saw it while it was happening - She was right at the end of her last IV of chemo, before the take home pump was put on, when the right side of her neck and face, and right ear, went all red/rashy. It lasted for about 5-6 mins then went away. The nurse said it prolly a histamine reaction, or she was scratching. Well, she wasnt scratching and never had a histamine reaction to chemo before, but who knows? However, about an hour later she started complaining of pain in her ear and right neck, then arm pit, and I put 2 and 2 together. She's on a Zpac atm, and taking Neupogen, but this cold aint helping..
Good luck Cherry... I know how hard it is to deal with pain.. especially when you dont know whats really wrong. Hang in there. We really are rooting for ya
Thanksyeah i have the atlantis.. still unsure on it.. even after i recoiled and wicked the sucker.
I am very sorry for you guys.. hope you both are bundled up and keep warm somehow..
if i knew how close to me you both were, i'd invite you over for coffee and breakfast..
umm Indiana.. no.. its a bit of a trip to make it to my house..
Thanks
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