3 days in the ICU and than being discharged to go home after being hit by a car...immediately lost all touch with reality and absolutely lost it to the point I didn't leave the house for an entire month whilst talking to myself out loud and even at people who weren't even in the house with me. The neighbors eventually called the police after they heard me yelling bloody murder, police arrive...they asked me what was wrong, I told them nothing but they told me that I was yelling and the neighbors thought I was in trouble....I told them no, just recently got out of the hospital from being hit by a car and suffer from a Severe Traumatic Brain Injury, they asked if I needed to go back...I said no...even though I should've. They stayed for quite sometime while evaluating me (the cops were CERT) and told me that they will stop by randomly to conduct welfare checks on me since they thought I was prematurely discharged (really nice cops believe it or not). For the time in this house, I was not myself and these cops really were ready to involuntary commit me for my safety and well being (as I look back, I seriously wish they did).
That is when I started hopping all over Minnesota and the Nation, self-destructing in irregular behavior and I have to suffer the consequences today from those actions. I really do wish I could turn back time but that isn't possible nor feasible period. I now suffer from 7+ TBI's and damn it's a struggle to grasp reality and dreams, my dreams are severely lucid and yeah. I don't get nightmares/night terrors but my Lucid Dreaming is enough trippy shit to drive anyone bat shit crazy.
Strangely enough, I remembered these points in time but during the 4 years would you ask me to type like this and give out details that I have, I wouldn't been able to and would of just said I'm going to sleep.
Craziness!
