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I've ODed twice from shooting up "h*roin" but in reality it was most likely f**tanyl the shit is so inconsistent you can buy some from your guy one day get some more the next day from the same batch and what you got that day is stronger than what you got the day before and you get a rude awakening but even though it happens its not enough to stop some people from continuing to do it im at 41 days today tho, i dont consider drinking ruining my sober time because I've never had a problem moderating how much and how often i drink I also really only drink when Im with someone else drinking because its been said before that "theres nothing sadder than a lonely drunk" which i mean theres definitely sadder shit out there but its just worded that way to get the point across that being a drunk is no way to live your life because you pretty much end up with no one at some pointI messed my back up in the last few weeks I was in the Army. The VA docs kept refilling my pain killer prescriptions, then one fateful night I took a Hot Shower after putting on a Fentanyl Pain Patch. I was lucky my wife knew the symptoms of an OD. The Fentanyl absorbed into my blood stream all at once. Two weeks later I was taken by my Doc to a methadone clinic. I was shocked, dopers and people dressed in suits were getting their fix on Methadone. Thankfully, I'm off that shit too. It took a lot of pain and perseverance, but I made it.
15 years without the fucking Poppy. I am happy I managed to get clean.
it takes more than yourself, it takes family.