I hear ya man. Same boat. I work at a dairy, and this is just insane. We are basically pastuerizing every drop of raw milk we get in every day, and it is still nowhere near enough. On a normal thursday I would say we pasteurize about 75,000 gallons. We were at 135,000 when I left, and not even half the orders were met. I feel like no mattter what they shut down, I will still be required to go to work. It is a very scary feeling knowing I am there out of necessity, and feel my health is put on the back burner because of what is needed. I'm ok with it, it is needed to get by, but also sure hope people are mindful and respectful of the situation, and stay home if you are sick, stay clean, all that. I'm starting to feel like a sitting duck, just waiting for it to happen
Sadly, I also have little faith in human beings in general, and am just waiting for the looting and rioting to start. Idk what to say or do, but stay safe brother.