Trader Joe's in your area? They sell it. Kroger? They have the Kroger brand in the peanut butter aisle. Then, there's always the Bischoff brand, sometimes in the bakery area, or the Peanut Butter aisle. They're very very close. I used to sometimes melt a little in the microwave and pour it over ice cream. But, if all you have is a spoon, that works more better than good, too. Hell,
@wllmc bought some, sat in his truck, stuck his finger in the jar and started eating it. And that's a totally acceptable way of eating it. Where cookie butter is involved, we don't judge.