Well, Liz and I are off. There are other fora here for people like us. @Whiskey, you've been very kind, and helpful.
People like Liz and I relied on drugs and alcohol to gain a semblance of coping skills - for years. Liz has been sober for almost thirteen years.
I've been clean from drugs for over seven years; alcohol, for over six years. My type 1 diabetes went through hell, with the alcohol use
- and that was insane, to live life that way.
It's also insane to post in a forum with the coping skills of an immature child; traits, that people like Liz and I completely relate to, as we spent the majority of our youth - and, adult lives - stunting thd growth of our coping skills with our alcohol and drug abuse.
So, we cling to each other with our emotions wide open, like young children - due to our misspent youth.
For years, we were able to function outwardly, like everyone else; until the skeins of our lives had begun to unravel, revealing our diseases.
Addiction (for me, because alcohol was a self-prescribed pain reliever that my body, with type 1 diabetes, didn't like. Not even the taste); and, Liz - who eschewed drugs because she didn't like the feelings that drugs gave her body and mind (paranoia, disconnectivity of bodily
coordination); so, alcohol was her boat floater.
This is why we love each other the way that we do, because her strengths take up for my weaknesses; and, my strengths take up for her weaknesses.
This is why posting here, in Whiskey's Corner, may not be such a good idea for people of our ken - since many others here may not be where we're at, nor have the compassion, or understanding.
I'm sorry to have wasted my precious words, emotions, and feelings here. Not to mention this thread's space within VU. The people of this particular forum apparently deserve better.
We won't trouble you any further. @LOveWerks, and @Liz Wonder.
You are family and family always takes care of family. Please stay with us. I haven't been good with words since I got back from Nam but you belong here with us.
