I actually started smoking on impulse. At some point in my mid-teens, I found a fresh, clean, unopened pack of 305's on the sidewalk. Somebody must've just dropped it. Guess it was fate.
I was the first of my friends to start smoking. Most of them were vehemently against it. They didn't think it was cool at all... ...my girlfriend at the time especially hated it, though little did she know that she would pick up the habit a couple of years later. I was one of those kids who didn't really care about that kinda stuff. I was very introverted and chose to associate with people I liked because I liked them, rather than because they liked me or I wanted to fit in. And if they didn't like me, then they could take it or leave it. It truly made no difference to me in terms of what I decided to do with my time.
Hell, if I wanted to be cool, I wouldn't have smoked! People don't actually think smoking is cool. It's only cool in movies.
All of those anti-smoking lessons and D.A.R.E. campaigns never really had much of an impact on me. All that they did was introduce me to all of these bad things that felt good. I think the way they ream it all into your head has a way of sort of desensitizing you to it. They try to pump so much fear into you that you just kinda become numb to it over the years of repetition.
I always enjoyed the smell of cigarettes. I just figured there must be something to it, so I tried one and found that I really enjoyed it. I liked to play with the smoke and the texture quickly grew on me. It just felt right to me.
I think I really got in deep in my late teens and early 20's. I had always been working, but that was when I first started working outside. I don't know what it is about working outside, but everyone I worked with was a chain-smoker and I quickly became one too. Started going through 2 packs a day and that's where I stayed for a couple more years before I quit.
So I guess I'm the opposite of most. I started for the enjoyment and wound up getting into it more through social influences. The bottom line was always that I enjoyed them, though.
I still vape for the same reasons. I'm mostly in it for the texture and flavors these days - I like a warm, dense, billowy vape. Most of the time, I vape no nic. It's all about the sensation for me. Always has been. The nicotine just made sure that I smoked even if I didn't really feel like it at the moment.
I always take full lung-hits. I used to inhale my cigarettes deeply, too. I was on adderall for a couple of years and let me tell you, it had a way of making me get into the habit of taking lung-hits from cigs. I would kill one in 4-5 drags when I was on that stuff and not even know it. I have not been on medication in years, but some little things like that seem to stick with me to this day.