Member For 5 Years
The double trouble for me are these. I do care, perhaps far too much. I also do not care, as in the sense of generally not being attached enough to care. Yes, I know that's a paradox & it might seem one or the other would cancel the opposite out. Can assure in my case that does not happen. I'm seemingly in stasis eternally.
And here's a real fun kicker. I also know that literally about 98% of it for me is physically "in my head". My pituitary gland didn't function from birth. That means I don't often get dopamine highs, or euphoric rushes like most. I do not get "enthused". Then, I also have trouble "rattling". Shake me up but inert I stay. *chuckles*
I have to laugh lest I do sincerely go mad. Any how, here's an existentialist joke. It may need steeping time.
Why did the chicken cross the road?
Because it was there.
The chicken or the road?