You're in my brain! I DO this. I hold on, hold on, hold on, til I can barely STAND it anymore, then It's no way to live... I'm trying to be more straight forward, AND still be nice. There's always a way to say something, without the way that I'm actually thinking it. I just have to get creative with that sometimes. Sometimes I fail and just look like an ass, too.This is the problem with trying to be a nice fucking person. All this annoyance is going to build up and some random unlucky moron is going to get all of it.