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Vaping on the Front or back Porch
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I slept like shit. Too much going on for me to have a peaceful sleep I guess.
Yeah, the subconscious mind is still thinking.
I woke up to Toby waking me up and I guess I was still sleeping cuz I said, “I need to find the right shower head...” no idea wth I was dreaming
Hi all! That's all.
Are You Being Served has been my go to show during isolation, because it always makes me laugh. Thank God it’s on Brit Box.
I never saw it myself~! But what the hell are we doing up at 3:30 AM?
I was wondering that about you!! Lol I was up really late last night and slept away most of the day today.
But my sleep has been crappy for weeks now. I don’t even have anything to take to sleep.
Good morning everyone! I hope you all get your sleep going good again! I had a few days in a row where I would get up multiple times in the night but the past few days I’ve been sleeping great! Probably all the nice weather and getting outside doing things.
I hope you’re all still staying safe! It’s so hard being stuck in this hell house! I’m going crazy! I didn’t even paint Wednesday because I “wasn’t allowed” to go to the recovery center. Went there for five minutes to pick up my painting I’ve been working on and borrowed some paints, but when I got back no one would give me the space and quiet I need to focus. So it didn’t happen. I need my therapy.
Sorry for venting! I love you all and am sending many hugs!!
Sorry for venting! I love you all and am sending many hugs!!
Never apologize for venting that is what friends on the porches is for~!
Thank you love! Feels good to get things off my chest!
No!!! I’ll prolly fall asleep for a few hours later on, and be miserable tonight.
If I fall asleep early and wake up during the night, no matter what I am still up at my regular time everyday. So used to lack of sleep lately I just feel tired all the time. Rained last night so I can't paint the glide but I might move it into the backyard today so I can start prepping it for paint. I also have the brickwork on my to do list but ground might be too wet.
Good morning everyone! I hope you all get your sleep going good again! I had a few days in a row where I would get up multiple times in the night but the past few days I’ve been sleeping great! Probably all the nice weather and getting outside doing things.
I hope you’re all still staying safe! It’s so hard being stuck in this hell house! I’m going crazy! I didn’t even paint Wednesday because I “wasn’t allowed” to go to the recovery center. Went there for five minutes to pick up my painting I’ve been working on and borrowed some paints, but when I got back no one would give me the space and quiet I need to focus. So it didn’t happen. I need my therapy.
Sorry for venting! I love you all and am sending many hugs!!
That sucks. I’m so sorry to hear it. Everything’s AFU and topsy turvy now everywhere, though. But I get that you need to let things out with painting. It’s horrible that no one there understands that.
You just have to hang on for your own sanity and for little man. At least you can vent all you want here!
Big love, hugs and super emotional strength to you, Amber. Love you so much and I’m so sorry you’re going through this now.
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You’re lucky you’re like that, but I hope you finally get some good rest so you feel like yourself completely again. But everyone everywhere is under pressure of one kind or another. I just hope we all come out of this experience okay!
Thank you love! I love the VU from all my friends and family here! I need the love and support! I feel bad I can only get on in the mornings when everyone’s asleep. I’d be on later but then I just get yelled outThat sucks. I’m so sorry to hear it. Everything’s AFU and topsy turvy now everywhere, though. But I get that you need to let things out with painting. It’s horrible that no one there understands that.
You just have to hang on for your own sanity and for little man. At least you can vent all you want here!
Big love, hugs and super emotional strength to you, Amber. Love you so much and I’m so sorry you’re going through this now.
I’m tired of being treated like a damn child! Can’t wait to get in my own place again! 
Yes, I agree~! I get UN-nerved or upset when I am forced to go out into the world and do things but I found out yesterday that doing a little thing for a friend even remotely is great therapy for me~! When I was at the market my buddy asked if I could pick him up some Ezekiel Bread. I found one he never had and was so happy about it that it made his day. Another friend was wrestling with logging into a file server for weeks and when I called to check in with her she told me about. I was able to login from here remotely and change her email and password to the server so she was able to login. Just hearing some cheer up so much on the phone is great~!
Thank you love! I love the VU from all my friends and family here! I need the love and support! I feel bad I can only get on in the mornings when everyone’s asleep. I’d be on later but then I just get yelled out
Don’t worry about when you can get on here, we understand! It’s like being in jail or rehab or something, the way you’re being treated!
It sucks that you’ll have to wait for a new place, but everything is on hold now. It’s a crappy situation.
Helping people is the best feeling! Plus you’re helping your parents everyday. Even if your dad is grumpy.
And being able to help now during this pandemic is amazing. People will remember it, and I’m sure they’re so grateful, as well as happy!
Lol
I am still trying to do my best to stick to my diet so to speak. I really haven;t exercised as much as I should have been but you need to be into it. I was doing it during commercials but my head isn't in it. Still eating right mostly.
I love half and half in coffee, it’s the best!!
I bought a dandelion and chicory powder called Dandy Blend that’s a coffee substitute. I figured if I run out of coffee, I can have that. It tastes pretty good. I make it with Califia Better Half and Stevia, and it’s yummy.
Right now it’s so stressful for everyone. I wouldn’t worry about trying to be perfect with everything.
That’s why even though I pigged out with cookies, I’m not going to feel bad about it. (Okay, my tummy feels bad now. Lol
) But I think during this lockdown and pandemic, we’ve got to go easy on ourselves. You’re always active anyway. If you think you acquired a gut again, you can go back to salads again. Just don’t stress it. You’re doing great, imho.
Wow, what a surprise! Snuggle up in a nice comfy sweater and have a nice cup of coffee or tea to warm up. It’s colder in NY today too.
No I have been keeping up with the salads and wraps. Cut out the bread and no deserts. But this week I had leftover Beef Stew for lunch and Kielbasa and Cabbage for lunches. That is why I am going outside to work around the house today~!