Hey Saddltramp1200. Please, don't go down the rabbit hole and can't find your way out. Even if you say prayers don't work, I'm still going to say them for you. Love, Prayers and HUGS.Hi family! I still go crazy sometimes. I cry and i rant. The tears come out. They wind up here. Looking for an answer that never comes. Alone sucks. Begging is all I have left. Don't mean to. Prayers dont help either. Just the way it is. Love you all.