It used to be hard to talk about but it's become so public now that it seems the norm.
She is a nice person deep down but can be very sly and hurtful, getting with Rixy caused a lot of problems as she isn't just my sister, shes my identical twin sister, they had split up though before we got together, it always sounds so bad when I try to explain but it just happened and she had already made her mind up to move and follow her career overseas.
When she found out, at first she was not best pleased but OK about it, then things changed, she has done some bad things to both of us and people that cared for her.
I love my sister very much but can't be a part of her life while she is like this, not only for my relationship but also because of the children, I hope she can sort herself out and find peace, the underlying problem was never about us, it was always deeper than that, I hope she can get some help.
I have to go to court tomorrow, which is always difficult because we look the same and people stare and yes, this isn't the first time, mixed emotions about it all and it's hard not to blame yourself, especially when her defence is, I stole her boyfriend and that's why she did all this, I'm not even sure if I have to take the stand yet.
Although we are twins we were bought up separate, I stayed with my abusive father while she stayed with a loving mother, if anyone should feel like the world owes them something, then it should be me, that is also the reason I had a go at Lynn over that stupid mod (another story)..
Some have accused me of saying to much on here, what was it now, oh yes, washing my dirty laundry in public, the reality is though, if they don't want to read it, get off the non vaping related forum section, 9 times out of 10 I am simply asked a question so I reply, I lived enough years being told what to do and what to say, those days are long gone lol
I'm going for a walk on the beach now, it's all very upsetting.
It's quite annoying when people feel it's their right to dictate what you should talk about isn't it? Like their opinion matters more. News flash...if ya don't like a topic, just don't get involved.
Hope you enjoyed the beach....hard to stay upset on the beach.