Well, since I just posted Holding On To Smoke, I guess I should put this out there as my "good thing" for today. At least kind of, even if I'm still figuring things out. The song includes the line:
"Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die
So am I living or am I just alive?"
And my good thing is I decided earlier today that even if it kills me, I'm going to start living instead of just being alive.
Meaning I have decided to stop being so damned afraid of people. I'm going to start forcing myself to go out into the world, talk to random strangers in semi-comfortable settings, like bookstores or coffee shops.