Fast? Nah, never have noticed.
Not to worry. I pop into this thread once in a bit too, can only "scroll" back to reply to so much at any given time. I think we all understand being human. The worst case, someone tells you to go fuck yourself. Do not take that as being derogatory as on this thread in particular it simply is a backhanded way to express affection.
The world seems to tell of us "fuck you", well, we beat the world to it by loving ourselves by fucking ourselves. Everyone needs love even if only self love. Ergo, me saying ... go fuck yourself, is me saying I have human affection for you. And no, that also doesn't mean I want to jump anybody's bones, it's platonic.
You will see lots of times, lots of go fuck yourself flying around on this thread. That is what it's about.
Think of The Dude and you're there.
I kind of figured that's what meant, regarding the shit/demon. Have know a few that have fought that one. A few have won too. Granted it's not always a bowl of candy. Life though doesn't seem to give many of us that path. We do our best and keep hope even if we ditch fear. i myself have to be careful. About two years ago I got script for an xxium derived pain medicine, have had mxrphine in the hospital (not the panty wasted drip either a full on max injection at once). Need to exercise common sense and discipline in using the pain medicine only as a last resort. Do not want to get addict despite knowing how easily I could let myself. Know that may not compare, or it might, it is though what I face.
I enjoy some mild insanity too. Anymore, kind of hard to pressed to wonder who doesn't?
In short, we're all good because we're here.