Reading that made me sad and also made me think it made you stronger.
Much in my life has given me lessons to grant strength. The lesson of love taught me by seeing my stepfather's hate is the one I'm most grateful of learning. Granted the bulk of that lesson came from my Pap by means of contrasting the hate. Pap never needed to say he loved anyone, they knew. It was seen in how he lived.
I'm also humble enough to know there are many stronger. Never would I claim being indestructible. That's a silly thing which can get a person bad hurt. Emotions at times are still difficult for me, believe the reason being is I feel so passionately. There's still times I shut them off to cope. I'm alright doing that as long as I tether, and I do.
Sorry you had a rough one, running all over the place today. Not to be political but hopefully anything regarding Iran doesn't cause higher gas prices. Kind of fear leadership is going to have a bad case of foot to mouth, stir up a wasp nest. These aren't wasps anyone wants stirred up either.
Still say we let the Red Sox have a damn fine season this go. Not that I mind baseball too much. Not even sure why I'd want Red Sox. I don't mind American football, or soccer, rugby either but don't have any favorites. I'm not into any real pro sports exactly. Watch WWE way too much though. Yes, know roughly 90% of it is fake. I enjoy the 10% that isn't. Like seeing a good boxing match, or full combat fighting. But don't go out of my way to see either.
That's probably my gayness showing through. I also don't get urges to go wrench on a car. I understand the basics though and can do minor repair, maintenance. I can for example change a tire to the dough-nut spare if need be, check oil, transmission fluid and fill if needed. Also know what to look for in oil that indicates a motor is in trouble. I'm just not a car guy, not a motorcycle guy either though I understand the basics of those about as well as a car.
I like to stalk, people and animals. Before there's that gasp, I mean stalking in a neutral to positive way. Although I'm sure if needed I can stalk negatively. Stalking people in a positive way means not being seen, noticed, yet being where people are to observe without judgment, merely observing. That's the same in stalking other animals but I enjoy getting close enough to lay brushing fingertips on them. Did that once with a deer, he let me know it wasn't appreciated. I froze in place, lowering my head, he walked on making sure I heard him without seeing where he went. Felt his eyes cutting me down as did.
Life offers though moment of chuckling inside too. It's not all bad. Would not want it all good. If it was you'd not know what was bad. Reckon I ought to wrap up, look at another thread a little then get to the rack. The maletonin is starting to send me zzzs.