Need to go to health department today, have a nurse give me the .5 ml intramuscular injection of testosterone. Then later on, go see the mental health therapist to discuss anhedonia. Hopefully, I'll find a way to apply a useful strategy against it. The goal is getting back to writing short stories without losing interest, botching them up.
I need to do the short stories a bit prior to going all in for writing a novel. There are some good markets available over the Web which pay around $0.06 to $0.08 per word. I'm figuring a 6,000 word story which can possibly see $360 to $480. Either would let me give my wife $200/$300 to help out & leave me roughly $100 for some vaping/mad money funds.
Not considering this a plan or something to do as there's always bound to be "something" against it beyond merely passing editorial standards. It is just a thought so far, one that's looking over some ideas regarding plots, characters, pacing, writing in general. I'm germinating with hopes to find a key for getting into it.
Not even so much about the money. Sure it would be nice to give my wife as means of helping out. It would also help my confidence.
So we'll see.