Today I cried over a special early Christmas vape prezzy from
@gadget! He also knew what a shitty week I have had due to the fact that I had to put my beloved Shepherd, Samson to rest. He was only 8 1/2 and his body became riddle with a cancer that was very aggressive and fast acting and there was no cure other than steroids that would have prolonged his life for MAYBE 3 months and I wasn't going to put my baby through that. He was starting to hurt and his breathing was becoming labored. Guys, this happened in all of a week and a half. Sure it was probably brewing for quite some time but there were no signs up till it really took hold and then just ravished him. Anyway, you are my family and with my daughter now in AZ It helps me to share and talk about it
@gadget! and
@bx10r walked with me through this and stayed by me all hours and for that I can never find the words to say how truly grateful and blessed am I.
Thank you my amazing friends.
Okay, now onto to the beauty that was at my door after I got home today after having shots for my lower back pain ( ya, it been a hell of a week here )
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Oh I love this!!! What an amazing mod this it and it hits so hard and to give you an idea of how perfect it is for my hands. here it is next to my Pasito pod device
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Also, here is a pic of my Baby in his better days. So many nights he and his sister kept me safe and company while Dave had to be out of town , which was often when he was still working.
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The night before our Vet ( whom I adore, he is so awesome ) was going to come to our home and help him go. I feel it is important for them to be in their own home when you have to do this. Anyway, My female Lilah never left his side. We had her put up of course when the doc came but as he suggested, we did let her out to see him after he was gone so she would know. The benefit to this ( and I never did it before ) was that she would not be running the house frantically looking for him for weeks maybe even months. It gave her closure and she knew. ( they had a very close bond ) So far she is doing okay but we will take it day by day and make sure she is alright. she is not looking for him, so this did work the way we had hoped it would. I'm so sorry. I know this was very very long. But it helps me so much to let it out. Thank you wonderful vape buddies!!
Hug and kiss your fur babies. Things can change so fast.
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