I realise that some people would like answers to previous posts. As an Apologetic, I would be so inclined...as I DO have the answer to every single one. However I will not answer any of them as the answers are not what some of you want to hear...and I will not satisfy anyone's desire to seek their self validation. Some of you have innocent questions...one of you feels that God has fucked you over...or perhaps a loved one. My explanation wont make any of that any more consoling than if I said nothing at all. Faith has all of the answers....I cannae improve on that.
After reading back through the posts on this topic, I'm pretty sure that some of your post was about my statements, so even though I may be wrong, I will say that I don't think God has fucked me over.
I will say that my family has been through a lot, a small piece of which I have shared, but there is much more that I haven't. I don't think that deciding to be agnostic indicates that I have turned my back on God, but I have turned my back on religion and they are distinctly different things.
I am a firm believer that God does not have a plan for every single step of every person's life though, and I hate hearing people say "if God wills it" or givng praise to him for any success they have or good thing that happens to them. I equally hate hearing when people believe that God has forsaken them because of any negatives or setbacks in their lives.
I have read enough different versions of the bible to understand that each church/religion has made changes to the interpretation to suit their needs or desires, and I do not like the discrimination that is common in religion, especially by those who believe that all things are done by the will of God. Simply because if God willed all things then they should accept that God made some people gay, or that God wills for some women to spread "his" word.
Please do not mistake my use of quotation marks as diminishing my recognition of God, but simply recognition of the fact that God is just as likely to be male, female, hermaphrodite, or even sexless.
I really respect your restraint given your faith and choice to be a man of God and appreciate the fact that you do not seek to preach to those who are not interested in being preached to.
My relationship with God is just that, my relationship. Thank you for respecting that.