VERY familiar territory for me. I feel discarded but it does not seem to hurt anymore....I've just become numb to it I should imagine. I wish you much better fortune and will ask my Mother to pray for you and keep you safe. I am here for you always. The crying stops......always does.Been talking with that lady that laughed at me.
She just kinda started to open up and so I just listened.
She expressed her gratitude for me listing to her.
I told her I want to listen to her talk about anything any time.
Got her choked up cause she's going through some pretty rough stuff and has no one to talk to.
Told her I wanted to be that friend she could talk to.
Gave her my number.
Maybe she'll send me a text.
Either way I feel good about how it's all working out with her.
Remember, I've had a crush on her since I was just 15.
So we have a little bit of history to build on. So that's a good thing.
She still laughs at the idea of any romance between us but that too is okay.
I want her friendship. I really do.
And I want to be the proof that not all guys are the same and that she can be, and deserves to be, loved and respected.
Any way, I figure that it's good news and I was due to share some good news with my friends since lately it has been not so good news that I've been sharing.
So there's the good news.
Back on track for another let down and a bit of heartbreak.
Glad to be back in my groove![]()
I have a Keurig....love it
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Ooohhhh that means I should have MINE soon
Morning Sam, how is it vaping???
Cool beans, good call, Sam...Me happy!!!
I may up for a couple more for my daughterchinese venders are selling them for about $15, while the istick runs $22-25. too bad it's a clone, though. busardo prolly won't review it.
Its a kinda cool looking glowMy front door. Not sure why I'm staring at it, or why I took a pic
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Thanks IMI. I truly appreciate your concern.I've been in a "relationship" such as this while in college, and I'm glad that you are happy for now, but a bit concerned for you in the future. Mine took me to a very dark place. Fortunately she was older than me and graduated as I was ending my Sophomore year, and it sorted of ended naturally for me...
Thanks brotherVERY familiar territory for me. I feel discarded but it does not seem to hurt anymore....I've just become numb to it I should imagine. I wish you much better fortune and will ask my Mother to pray for you and keep you safe. I am here for you always. The crying stops......always does.
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I just got the set up in the middle probably did not need it after I went home and looked threw my dusty box I have a stingray and nemmesis duh I really need to pay attention![]()
Thanks IMI. I truly appreciate your concern.
If I were to let you in on my dark place you would see that there is no need for your worry.
As far as happiness goes I do not seek nor receive my happiness from others.
Happy, like all feelings and emotions are felt only by choice.
No thing and no person has the ability to make me feel anything.
If I could show people the level of heartbreak and emotional devastation that I have endured in my life and yet still remain the man that I am you would see that I am one of the most resilient and determined persons to have crossed your path.
My heart cannot be more broken than it already is.
The only thing that can happen to my heart is that the knife that is in it may be given a twist every now and again.
As for women, yes, they devastate me. And I fucking love it. They have played vicious games with my heart and emotions. They have fucked my mind in a torturous manner. They have drained my wallet and my strength.
And yes, I absolutely love women.
Women can break my heart over and over and I will always be seeking the next one to do so.
Perhaps someday I shall find my mate for life. And I am sure that even she will break my heart to one extent or another. But I will treasure and cherish her. Because all the ones that come before her are the ones who have helped pave the way to my true appreciation for her.
So come on ladies! please break my twisted dark fishee heart. I'll love you for it![]()
Hey!Hello eveyerone, Whats up?
So you got them! What do you think? I do like the istick that I bought. Think I'll like these?morning. it's wednesday, right??
vapemail, smart 20:
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but, coffee mail, was better:
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Hey, that's a good thing! Like the colors.it's the opposite of the iStick. i put some vtc nilla gorilla in it and i'm vaping it at 5.3 volts/14.3 watts. so, it doesn't run hot.![]()
So you got them! What do you think? I do like the istick that I bought. Think I'll like these?
Didn't even know till I saw your post Wow,he was awesomeRIP Joe Cocker
Thats cool...![]()
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LOL thats before, how else you gonna do body shots??
good, tired, nervous, you??How is everyone today?
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