Ugh ugh ugh.
Today I leave for my dad's up north to the middle of nowhere. I hope the leaves are changing so there's at least something nice to look at.
My trashy nasty step sister and him got into a knock-down drag-out over the summer.. She's over 40 and lives there popping pills all day and is the single most annoying person I've ever encountered. I'da beat her azz too. Then again, my dad is also annoying and not very nice to females. Then there's the other step sis who lives in the camper in the front yard. Her and aforementioned annoying step sis are actually both pill junkies. Step mom aka Edith Bunker (I do love her but she's just so naive) just puts on her blinders and cooks piles and piles yummy food.
Speaking of piles of food, my dad is a nearly 400lb diabetic, and also quite crazy. Oh and refuses to wear a hearing aid, so it's all him going, "HUH?" and me repeating every goddamn thing I say 500 times. I HATE repeating myself. Plus, I've got a pile of unaddressed childhood issues with him.
He's good with wiring & shit tho, so I'm hoping he can teach me some ohm safety & stuff with my coil building whatnots. Maybe a good way to pass some time and perhaps learn something useful.
Last Thanksgiving on the way there, dad & I stopped at a store and I grabbed a bottle of wine to have a couple glasses with dinner. Dad said that's a no-no, because Camper step sis had an OD mix of booze & pills, so we can't have booze around her while she's "just getting sober". Then the twat sat around all Thanksgiving completely gorked out on pills talking complete nonsense and I couldn't even have a fucking drink to take the edge off being around these cretins.
Everyone's gonna be sooooooo curious (read: possibly judgey, since it's foreign to them) about my vaping stuff. I've emptied out half my box of goodies and it still looks like "too much". But I have to bring a variety of things because #1: I am a flavor changing junkie, and #2: Annoying step sis is a smoker and wants to try it out. Normally I'd be really excited about spreading the good word of vaping, but she is not only the most annoying person I've encountered, she's one of the *stupidest* too. So MORE repeating myself.
I really need to get some quick links to answers about common misconceptions to be at the ready for anyone who starts giving me shit.
Grammie's funeral is tomorrow. I don't even wanna think about it.
Tomorrow is also my 3 month vaperversary.
I'll prolly have to vape out on the smoking porch.... I don't mind the smell of a little secondhand smoke, but I'm not sure how being enclosed with it will be. Prolly best I just go outside. I've actually been craving an analog for a couple days now. Don't really wanna do that. But around these people.... I'll be hitting the vape like it owes me money.
Then on Sunday is the annual family Lobstahfest. Usually I'd be super over the top excited for this event, but it seems kinda fucked to have a family gathering without Grammie. Whatever I mean, it has to happen, obviously she can't come.
Uncle #1 makes kick azz homemade wine, and Uncle #2 is visiting from Alaska and I love both of them very much so hopefully we'll just get a little tipsy and bust out a guitar and a banjo & sing some old-timey bluegrass.
But man, the next 3 days are gonna be ROUGH. I will be checking in here a lot for support and to vent. Are y'all cool with that?