The mother and father control their birth for sure and their parentage/rearing as well most of the time.
Well yes, that kind of figures doesn't it. Didn't think I was special to not choose that. I might have been special to have chosen it was my point, I think.
Then, there's still who decides if the person's life worked "good" or not. The person? Their peers? Who are they to judge?
I know those are difficult questions to answer. Seems like the answers matter as well. If a person does not believe in a higher power, or know if such exists, does that skew their judgement, the judgement of others?
I could keep on with questions like this all night and I am being sincere, not trying to fight. Once asked these kind of questions of a Mennonite priest. He finally admitted to not knowing but instead of discouraging me questioning as I expected, he told me to keep asking.
Would rather understand the life I'm living and maybe enjoy it than not understand and be a complete wreck. Which it seems I am, being a constant patient with my congenital condition. That and having no decent response to a question of what caused it. All I'm told by doctors is to find Jesus. I have to laugh as I did as Jesus and returned from the dead.
What can I be taught further? And I mean that from seeing the example set by my Pap who lived the book of Timothy, the Way of Christ. I saw that, absorbed it, somewhat have lived it as well.
I'm left asking ... next? And I don't mean that in a smart ass way. I mean it sincerely, as in what is next for myself? I'm not finding the answers, the understanding. All I keep getting is questions, no real concrete answers.
And yes, I know ... wait two more years until I'm fifty, I'll get the answers then. Damn ageist elites.
*sighs* Damn it, killed the forum. Um, I found some nice titanium drip tips on Fast Tech. The go from a 510 insert to a 810 wide mouth. They look a bit dorky on Wasps but oh well they fit and give me a chuffy for a Wasp.