If he wanted to make something for cloud chasers, he could have made anything, and called it anything -- but to make an ACHILLES and fuck it up so it's not a tight draw anymore... that is not an improvement! It's not even an Achilles!
Andria
Hey. Check
it out. None of us exist to please everyone, all the time. Maybe it is not the best. It may not be exactly what you desire. Someone though did apparently make an effort to get you a good product. Yes, sure they get paid with money. What is money but a means to measure access? You give them access to a place to live, food to eat, medicine to help illness, clothing. All of this
stuff is only that,
stuff. No one takes any of it with them. It returns to the void, the big zero. Even money goes away.
Doing something like this does not.
Thank you for correcting me earlier. I could have became angered over it. Took a moment, stepped outside myself and saw you had a valid point. There was no need of anger. I need to communicate better. Again, thank you, my humble gratitude is yours. I value such lessons no matter how trivial they appear. Every grain of sand is a world unto itself, and it also helps make beaches. Thanks for illustrating that beauty to me better as well.
Let me clarify too. I did not write this to seem any less or better than anyone. There are genuinely a few lessons I learned in earnest. Sat here seeing
@AndriaD complaining about the RDA not suiting. Saw the post from
@advancedvapesupply talking generally about having a rough day, customers. Thought about me and wife's relationship, brought it all together. Realized I am a lot harder to feel anger than when younger, I made that real. It took me a lot of effort. Thought about how gratitude seems to live in flux, and it is gold.
Call me a bit old fashioned, Gnostic maybe. I recall that alchemy was intent upon forming gold in trail by fire. Flux is another word for fire, change. Remember too the axiom, "all that glitters is not gold". Well, gratitude does not glitter. Gratitude simply exists, or does not. That is why I wrote this, to help me understand a process of coherent thought. May help others as well. Beware though, my mind is quicksilver.