Ok for a rant...
I just want Xmas to be over. There is just nothing I can find to be happy about. I know it's about More than that. But I'm just sad. I wana be happy. But look my girl is 2500 miles away and there's just no way We will get to be together for Xmas. We both have suffered quit a bit as of late and none of it caused by each other just circumstances. We miss each other so much. And I no everyone is all ready for Xmas. Well I'm glad for you. But I'm just down about it and I just wish there was a way to get through it with a smile but I just can't. I just want my merry after Christmas to be here now. So I can hold the love of my life in my arms and be able to lean down and kiss her forehead. And tell her I love her to her face instead of over this phone. Looking for a smile right now. That helped a little. Thanks for listen
Sorry to hear that Scooter, that does sux. Hopefully the time apart will go by quickly.
Perhaps you have tried this already but I wanted to suggest using Skype to chat with your gf just in case you hadn't. It isn't the same as being next to her of course but it is better, at least imo, than just chatting on the phone. Other than that, the only other suggestion I could give would be to stay busy working on something, anything really. That helps keep my mind off of things and I usually manage to knock a few things off my 'ToDo' list too as a bonus!
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