And you feel like saying "hey... you have something on your nose", then they say "what", and you respond "I don't know but it's brown and stinks!"
Actually no, it simply makes me want to walk away from the "job". There's no consideration of merit to the work. I went back and looked stuff up on it. We're not even actually evaluated. All they want is for you to show up, at least seem to do the work.
Had one of the guys hit a lady. He got a 3 day no pay suspension, that was all. He was not fired. I was fired for saying something dumb once, said I felt if anyone looked at me the wrong way I'd kill them. I was venting, letting off steam.
We had worked a real shit shift in the poultry plant that night. I was very frustrated. Still I was fired for violating "workplace violence" policy. Which I can understand. May not fully agree but do understand.
I didn't and still don't fully agree because it was patently obvious I had less than zero intention of harming anyone. The supervisor had asked me how I felt knowing full well I was frustrated, angry at the job/situation and the shitty shift we'd just ran. She also knew full well I was only blowing off steam with no intent to do a thing about it.
She was simply
looking for an excuse. I guess because I got on so well with everyone, did good work at that as well. That can scare folks. They get the notion you're
bucking for their spot. I was in no way doing that either. I simply saw we had shitty work, shitty situations with it and ways to do better.
Suppose I could look at this custodial job as a job where you can even seriously screw up but not get fired. That might seem positive. Really though to me it seems rather negative. If one can screw up so bad without any real consequence, there's no "standard". Without that there's no incentive.
Don't get me wrong. I still do, do decent work. I'm just not really too concerned with doing "exceptional" work at it. There's no point. And to clarify, no, I'm not a stoop to blow sort at least in the sense of work stuff. Rather get farther along in work based on merit than having to suck or kiss ass.
bureaucracy - my definition: noun: a fancy way to say bullshit.
This job is full of bureaucracy. Reckon that figures as it's a county government position. We're hired in yet have to deal with elected bosses who don't even try acting like bosses. Or worse they do but end up being megalomaniac about it.